Atleast I know I'll never sleep at night...

I don't really have much to say at the moment. I'm too full up with emotions to write a decent blog. About 80% or which are happy emotions...

But I've got a lot to think about.

And a lot of what I have to think about is very confusing and upsetting.
That's why I've been quiet these past few days.


I don't know how to tell you this without upsetting you or angering you...
What do I do?

I hate being a messenger.