So.

I guess that is that.

What have I become?

What have I become? I was so excited for "the rest of my life" but what is it? a con. I've no job, no money, nothing to work towards. I'm currently tempted to give up and spend the rest of my life living in my room eating pizza and slowly becoming the size of my bed.

New.

It's easy to run, when you're running from your fears

And hide and seek is better, when you're hiding from my tears.

And excuses count for nothing, when it's you that needs convincing

your ego may be floating but your argument is sinking.

You claim that you've been burned, but your words char me like matches,

You claim you've been controlled, but you bind me with your actions.

when are you going to shut up and listen?

Open your eyes and admit you need forgiving?

And by refusing to swallow your pride,

and refusing ever to compromise,

you're becoming the person you claim to despise...

Mardy Bum...

I can't be arsed to carry on in this debate

That reoccurs, oh when you say I don't care
but of course I do, yeah I clearly do!

Mardy bum is the story of my life. I can't seem to go a week without messing up some important part of my life. I think I should have my mouth stitched up so I can stop chatting so much bollocks and stop messing up everything important to me.

Anyway, you don't need to know about it and I want a cup of tea.

that was a lame blog.

Just thought i'd share with you

A song which I think is bloody fantastic.

It's a good one for when you're having a sad day.

View From The Afternoon...

And she won't be surprised, no she won't be shocked

When she's pressed the star after she's pressed unlock

And there's verse and chapter sat in her inbox

And all that it says is that you've drank a lot...

Tonight's gunna be a good night

I have decided that I watch far too much CSI NY on tvshack.net and don't listen to enough music. So this blog shall include what I'm listening to as I write... cue Spotify shuffle... let us begin.

Kanye West - Touch the Sky

so I've decided that for once I'm going to write a blog that's not depressing or 5 words long... so here goes. What have I done recently?? Hmm..

Well I went to see The Lion King in the West End on Wednesday. It was fabulous. Not the best show I've ever seen, but it's The Lion King... so I wont hold that against it. The puppetry and set were amazing. The singing was fantastic. The costumes were colourful. Mufasa died. I cried. All in all a good show! (heehee I just did spell check for this blog and aparently Mufasa is an error and it suggests I change it to Muffs!)

What else have I done this week? Urm... Well I've watched an unhealthy amount of CSI NY. I'm honestly obsessed with it and not afraid to admit it!! I've decided to watch it from the beginning of season one, as I only really got into it mid season five and I want to know what happened from the beginning

Jason Mraz - Sunshine Song (Live On Earth Version)

I love this song. It makes me happy. Even though it's grey outside! I'm trying to be more positive.
I've had a pretty good Easter weekend. Good Friday I went over to Nikki's with Little Rosie (two girls I work with) for beer and dancing around Nikki's room and eating copious amount's of Chinese food. It was really fun. Then Saturday I was at work all day as per usual, with Luke coming to stay at mine after work. Then Easter Sunday we had a nice chilled out day and made chocolate cornflake mini egg nests which are FANTASTIC. The secret ingredient is using crunchy nut cornflakes instead of regular!!

John Tartaglia and Rick Lyon - If You Were Gay (Avenue Q soundtrack)

Ooh this leads me on to an interesting point. Some time at the end of June I'm going on a college trip to London to take part in an Avenue Q puppet workshop with actual Avenue Q puppets, then we get to watch the show!! I've seen it twice already... but still. It's fantastic! It's like Sesame Street adult version!! Oh this is a short song hang on one second...

Eminem - Lose Yourself

I have very eclectic music taste... I feel like I'm forgetting something... OH YEAH, it's mine and Luke's one year anniversary today! He has to work but we're going out tonight and he's taking me somewhere next week and I don't know where it is!! I'm excited! OK... I wont go on about it I know it's annoying when people ramble about their relationships. Just wanted to say, I Love Him :D

I have run out of things to blog about for today I think...
Blog soon!

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