Mardy Bum...

I can't be arsed to carry on in this debate

That reoccurs, oh when you say I don't care
but of course I do, yeah I clearly do!

Mardy bum is the story of my life. I can't seem to go a week without messing up some important part of my life. I think I should have my mouth stitched up so I can stop chatting so much bollocks and stop messing up everything important to me.

Anyway, you don't need to know about it and I want a cup of tea.

that was a lame blog.

Just thought i'd share with you

A song which I think is bloody fantastic.

It's a good one for when you're having a sad day.

View From The Afternoon...

And she won't be surprised, no she won't be shocked

When she's pressed the star after she's pressed unlock

And there's verse and chapter sat in her inbox

And all that it says is that you've drank a lot...

Tonight's gunna be a good night

I have decided that I watch far too much CSI NY on tvshack.net and don't listen to enough music. So this blog shall include what I'm listening to as I write... cue Spotify shuffle... let us begin.

Kanye West - Touch the Sky

so I've decided that for once I'm going to write a blog that's not depressing or 5 words long... so here goes. What have I done recently?? Hmm..

Well I went to see The Lion King in the West End on Wednesday. It was fabulous. Not the best show I've ever seen, but it's The Lion King... so I wont hold that against it. The puppetry and set were amazing. The singing was fantastic. The costumes were colourful. Mufasa died. I cried. All in all a good show! (heehee I just did spell check for this blog and aparently Mufasa is an error and it suggests I change it to Muffs!)

What else have I done this week? Urm... Well I've watched an unhealthy amount of CSI NY. I'm honestly obsessed with it and not afraid to admit it!! I've decided to watch it from the beginning of season one, as I only really got into it mid season five and I want to know what happened from the beginning

Jason Mraz - Sunshine Song (Live On Earth Version)

I love this song. It makes me happy. Even though it's grey outside! I'm trying to be more positive.
I've had a pretty good Easter weekend. Good Friday I went over to Nikki's with Little Rosie (two girls I work with) for beer and dancing around Nikki's room and eating copious amount's of Chinese food. It was really fun. Then Saturday I was at work all day as per usual, with Luke coming to stay at mine after work. Then Easter Sunday we had a nice chilled out day and made chocolate cornflake mini egg nests which are FANTASTIC. The secret ingredient is using crunchy nut cornflakes instead of regular!!

John Tartaglia and Rick Lyon - If You Were Gay (Avenue Q soundtrack)

Ooh this leads me on to an interesting point. Some time at the end of June I'm going on a college trip to London to take part in an Avenue Q puppet workshop with actual Avenue Q puppets, then we get to watch the show!! I've seen it twice already... but still. It's fantastic! It's like Sesame Street adult version!! Oh this is a short song hang on one second...

Eminem - Lose Yourself

I have very eclectic music taste... I feel like I'm forgetting something... OH YEAH, it's mine and Luke's one year anniversary today! He has to work but we're going out tonight and he's taking me somewhere next week and I don't know where it is!! I'm excited! OK... I wont go on about it I know it's annoying when people ramble about their relationships. Just wanted to say, I Love Him :D

I have run out of things to blog about for today I think...
Blog soon!

X

Details In The Fabric...

It's not that I don't like you.

I just don't trust you. There's history there and it's a history I can't just ignore and move on from. It's hard for me to accept you without knowing you. The only version of you I know is the one who wants what I have. What you can't have. Therefore it's a little difficult for me to accept those feelings have vanished.

I'm never going to be as strong, interesting or exotic as you. But I shouldn't feel like I have to fight for something i've already got. I had to fight enough to get it in the first place. I'm sick of feeling unstable and paranoid and jealous.

Stop giving me reason to feel this way.

Look what Hattie did!

I LOVE IT. Hattie = one happy tattooed lady!

Lady Liberty...

I have a mundane existance. Hense why I felt little or no need to blog about it over the past couple of weeks.

I get up, usually late. I either go to college or stay at home. I work one day a week. I see Luke, I eat and I sleep. Oh, and I drink.

My mood swings are currently at one of their all time highs. Anyone who's known me for a considerable ammount of time or ever known me well will know that as a person, I am both predictable and unpredictable at the same time. You know my personality will change from day to day, just not know which side you'll encounter. I'm a typical angsty young person. I'm annoying. I'm boring. I'm rude. I'm lazy.

I'm currently wondering what's the point?