It's not that I don't like you.
I just don't trust you. There's history there and it's a history I can't just ignore and move on from. It's hard for me to accept you without knowing you. The only version of you I know is the one who wants what I have. What you can't have. Therefore it's a little difficult for me to accept those feelings have vanished.
I'm never going to be as strong, interesting or exotic as you. But I shouldn't feel like I have to fight for something i've already got. I had to fight enough to get it in the first place. I'm sick of feeling unstable and paranoid and jealous.
Stop giving me reason to feel this way.
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