Saturday, 19 February 2011
Sunday, 6 February 2011
Onesieeee
Just looked back over my blog from last night, don't know what came over me, it was a bit of an odd one...
I made a cake today. Go me :)
Oh and One Tree Hill, 90210 and Glee are back on TV-Links. Pretty much made my day to be honest.
I do love illigally watching American tv programmes online before they're available on British tv. Makes me feel special.
God i'm strange...
I made a cake today. Go me :)
Oh and One Tree Hill, 90210 and Glee are back on TV-Links. Pretty much made my day to be honest.
I do love illigally watching American tv programmes online before they're available on British tv. Makes me feel special.
God i'm strange...
I'm gunna do that thing...
Where i type the music I'm listening to as I blog... yeah... I'm cool.
Kids in Glass Houses - Young Blood (Let it Out)
It's been an odd week. Some highs, some lows. I've not really been in the best mind set recently to be honest. I suppose in a way I've been due. Every thing's been so good for me these past few months it was bound to come crashing down. (still kind of in the negative mind set... is it that obvious?)
It's my birthday today by the way... I'm 19 (that's old)
I've been working pretty much all week, well, I say all week... it was Tuesday to Saturday, that's still 5 days though right? So yeah, lets call it all week. I worked the first four days at Shake Away, two days with Liam and two days with Amée.
Prodigy (Pendulum remix) - Voodoo People
I expected that the two days I worked with Liam would end up being two nice, relaxed days, with decent music, not the stupid Shake Away play list and that my two days with Amée would end up being slow, tedious days with shite music. It actually turned out a lot differently... I shall elaborate;
Amée was in a good mood for once, she didn't tell me off for anything and we listened to some pretty good music, we even had fun. We had a competition to see who could come up with the worst song... I won. I picked the Numa Numa song. You all know it... you're imagining the fat bloke doing the dance aren't you? yeah you are... Anyway... Tuesday with Liam was also a good laugh, some old friends came in to say hello, and Liam didn't play loads of emo rubbishy music. Friday however, he did play lots of emo rubbishy music, we didn't end up leaving the shop till 7 because of a cashing up cock up (i must point out, it wasn't his fault) and it was also super busy, and Liam is easily distracted.
So now you're starting to get a taster of my up and down week. This was just for starters.
Arctic Monkeys - Teddy Picker
A few weeks ago I decided to make a facebook event for my 19th birthday drinks. I invited about 30 odd people, and began to get pretty excited about the event... 12 people said yes... and as this week has progressed more and more people contacted me saying they couldn't make it... even more didn't bother to reply at all... this didn't exactly make me feel special... (yes i now realise I was being extremely ungrateful to the 20 or so people who did actually show up in the end, I Love You ALL... especially Zoe... but at the time I was like "brill... no body loves me")
This whole shitty business came to a head yesterday day time... the day of the event. I had been up since 5am for work at Waitrose and felt like shite, so was NOT looking forward to the night at all... oh yeah, then i spilled red hair dye all over the bathroom floor, so Mum now hates me.
Michael Jackson - Can You Feel It?
In the end, the night was fabulous, everyone who came are absolute stars and I finished the night with KFC in bed, so all in all a good birthday eve drinking sesh!
Today was my actual birthday, I say was because it's over in 20 minutes :( I went for lunch with my family and Luke and it was amazing, had a huge roast and the pub sang happy birthday to me which was lovely, the pub last night did that as well, I seem to attract drunk people and singing!
This section is dedicated to Luke coz he's awesome:
Luke really has been a star this week, completely trying to make me feel better about the whole birthday night out thing, plus my general negative feelings. He's a fab boyfriend and I couldn't ask for better to be honest.
PLUS HE BOUGHT ME A ONESIE!!!
It's red and purple stripes and has a hood and matching socks that say FUN on the bottom. It's amazing.
I apologise for the complete rambles of this blog, it's pretty erratically written... but i'm tired, and have a very random thought pattern... There are probably lots more things I should have mentioned, but I cannot be bothered to go into detail about them now, so here's some bullet points!
Fall Out Boy - Thnks Fr Th Mmrs.
Right, I'm off. I blog soon.
S'laters x
Kids in Glass Houses - Young Blood (Let it Out)
It's been an odd week. Some highs, some lows. I've not really been in the best mind set recently to be honest. I suppose in a way I've been due. Every thing's been so good for me these past few months it was bound to come crashing down. (still kind of in the negative mind set... is it that obvious?)
It's my birthday today by the way... I'm 19 (that's old)
I've been working pretty much all week, well, I say all week... it was Tuesday to Saturday, that's still 5 days though right? So yeah, lets call it all week. I worked the first four days at Shake Away, two days with Liam and two days with Amée.
Prodigy (Pendulum remix) - Voodoo People
I expected that the two days I worked with Liam would end up being two nice, relaxed days, with decent music, not the stupid Shake Away play list and that my two days with Amée would end up being slow, tedious days with shite music. It actually turned out a lot differently... I shall elaborate;
Amée was in a good mood for once, she didn't tell me off for anything and we listened to some pretty good music, we even had fun. We had a competition to see who could come up with the worst song... I won. I picked the Numa Numa song. You all know it... you're imagining the fat bloke doing the dance aren't you? yeah you are... Anyway... Tuesday with Liam was also a good laugh, some old friends came in to say hello, and Liam didn't play loads of emo rubbishy music. Friday however, he did play lots of emo rubbishy music, we didn't end up leaving the shop till 7 because of a cashing up cock up (i must point out, it wasn't his fault) and it was also super busy, and Liam is easily distracted.
So now you're starting to get a taster of my up and down week. This was just for starters.
Arctic Monkeys - Teddy Picker
A few weeks ago I decided to make a facebook event for my 19th birthday drinks. I invited about 30 odd people, and began to get pretty excited about the event... 12 people said yes... and as this week has progressed more and more people contacted me saying they couldn't make it... even more didn't bother to reply at all... this didn't exactly make me feel special... (yes i now realise I was being extremely ungrateful to the 20 or so people who did actually show up in the end, I Love You ALL... especially Zoe... but at the time I was like "brill... no body loves me")
This whole shitty business came to a head yesterday day time... the day of the event. I had been up since 5am for work at Waitrose and felt like shite, so was NOT looking forward to the night at all... oh yeah, then i spilled red hair dye all over the bathroom floor, so Mum now hates me.
Michael Jackson - Can You Feel It?
In the end, the night was fabulous, everyone who came are absolute stars and I finished the night with KFC in bed, so all in all a good birthday eve drinking sesh!
Today was my actual birthday, I say was because it's over in 20 minutes :( I went for lunch with my family and Luke and it was amazing, had a huge roast and the pub sang happy birthday to me which was lovely, the pub last night did that as well, I seem to attract drunk people and singing!
This section is dedicated to Luke coz he's awesome:
Luke really has been a star this week, completely trying to make me feel better about the whole birthday night out thing, plus my general negative feelings. He's a fab boyfriend and I couldn't ask for better to be honest.
PLUS HE BOUGHT ME A ONESIE!!!
It's red and purple stripes and has a hood and matching socks that say FUN on the bottom. It's amazing.
I apologise for the complete rambles of this blog, it's pretty erratically written... but i'm tired, and have a very random thought pattern... There are probably lots more things I should have mentioned, but I cannot be bothered to go into detail about them now, so here's some bullet points!
- Going out for purple rain pitchers with Abi and Emma on Monday and them both being obscenely drunk... and me being sober
- Emma hiding from my mum under my bed and saying she wasn't hiding... she just really liked that bit of carpet
- My last day at Waitrose, they bought me a bottle of wine from Fish Hoek bay in South Africa, it has a fish on the bottle... very appropriate me thinks!
- My Nana's birthday, eating SO much Chinese and then seeing The Kings Speech, which is sooooo good and Colin Firth is still yummy even though he's old now.
- My sister coming back from Bristol after living there for like 6 months.
Fall Out Boy - Thnks Fr Th Mmrs.
Right, I'm off. I blog soon.
S'laters x
Thursday, 3 February 2011
Sunday, 30 January 2011
Re-Post
I look in the mirror,
what do I see?
It's not my face staring back at me.
It's hers and yours and the rest in between,
the lies that you told
and the things that i've seen.
Filling my head and breaking my heart.
All the things I tried so hard to discard.
Never being number one
I've now come to expect.
But I never though you'd make me feel
like another face to reflect
in the mirror stood before me,
with the faces of the used,
belittled, fucked and ego bruised.
I know i'll never be her.
I thought I meant more than the rest.
The ones who meant nothing more
than heat to warm your bed.
Now tell me, do you see me?
When you stare into the glass?
Another nameless lover,
A new ghost for your past.
Or do i stand beside you?
And do I hold your hand?
How can I ever tell you?
How can you understand?
How it feels to love somebody
and to have none in return.
To know you're just a number
and that number's never One.
what do I see?
It's not my face staring back at me.
It's hers and yours and the rest in between,
the lies that you told
and the things that i've seen.
Filling my head and breaking my heart.
All the things I tried so hard to discard.
Never being number one
I've now come to expect.
But I never though you'd make me feel
like another face to reflect
in the mirror stood before me,
with the faces of the used,
belittled, fucked and ego bruised.
I know i'll never be her.
I thought I meant more than the rest.
The ones who meant nothing more
than heat to warm your bed.
Now tell me, do you see me?
When you stare into the glass?
Another nameless lover,
A new ghost for your past.
Or do i stand beside you?
And do I hold your hand?
How can I ever tell you?
How can you understand?
How it feels to love somebody
and to have none in return.
To know you're just a number
and that number's never One.
Friday, 21 January 2011
What a let down!
the 3000th episode of hollyoaks that is.
I was expecting drama and explosions and what not, but all i got was Suzanne having twins! Bah. Ah well.
It's been a long week and a sad one.
I went to a funeral on tuesday for our next door neighbour Lottie Miller. She was like a surrogate nanna to me and my sister. Came to every school play and was always there if we needed a hand. She's been our neighbour my entire life and I'm going to really miss her. The funeral itself was lovely though. Nearly the entire village showed up, it was great to see just how many people really loved her.
Apart from that, i've been working all week, hense not a lot to blog about. The only good thing is that I'll be getting a lot of money this week! Anyhoo, this blog is going a bit rubbish, so i'll end it here and hoefully write again soon.
Adios x
I was expecting drama and explosions and what not, but all i got was Suzanne having twins! Bah. Ah well.
It's been a long week and a sad one.
I went to a funeral on tuesday for our next door neighbour Lottie Miller. She was like a surrogate nanna to me and my sister. Came to every school play and was always there if we needed a hand. She's been our neighbour my entire life and I'm going to really miss her. The funeral itself was lovely though. Nearly the entire village showed up, it was great to see just how many people really loved her.
Apart from that, i've been working all week, hense not a lot to blog about. The only good thing is that I'll be getting a lot of money this week! Anyhoo, this blog is going a bit rubbish, so i'll end it here and hoefully write again soon.
Adios x
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